puppy.

I miss Roxy so much, I could cry a river. 

"Animal lovers are a special breed of humans, generous of spirit, full of empathy, perhaps a little prone to sentimentality, and with hearts as big as a cloudless sky." - I want this quote on my wall.

Thinking of Roxy makes me think of Marley and Me, and that just makes me cry.
That movie is so much like the lives we had with Roxy, the only difference, we shared one year of life with her before it was her time. Such a great life, cut so short.
Roxy was so energetic and full of life. No one will ever know how she shredded the whole dishwasher box, but didn't harm the dishwasher.  That is one of many best memories we had with her. And when she would sleep with her baby. It was adorable.
Miss you roxy.
She would have been three years old this April, where does the time go?

 I love you Roxy Godiva, and my heart aches from missing you  <3

One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. -Bob Marley

groovy.

This was my Monday Evening Event. 

My dad ranked them on a scale from 1-10, an 11.

I think I did pretty good! 

They were yellow cake mix, with food coloring thrown inside.

There was more than just red and green, of course, I'm not all for Christmas colors, but these ones looked the best. There was purple, and blue, and green, and pink, and red. 

AWESOME, I know.

And they sure were tasty. I mean, take a gander at that frosting.

K, you can stop drooling now.

I had a picture of the inside of the cupcake, but it turned out way blurry.

I was just too excited I couldn't keep the camera still! Kidding.

Ah, what the heck. I'll post it anyhow. 

It tasted just as good as they looked. I'm so proud.

Dad wants me to get into Culinary Arts, maybe I'll consider a side job. HA!

I wanna be like grace kelly.

I want summer. Can't you tell?

I really just can't wait for summer. 

That's about it.

I need to get into shape.

Find a good diet, ZUMBA every other day, and start slimming.

I'm going to do this. I will.

talk is cheap, give me your word.

Before you assume, learn the facts.

Before you judge, understand why.

Before you hurt someone, feel.

Before you hate, you have to love.

Before you leave, commit to it.

Life has so many different twists and turns, and some can be headed toward the dreaded dead end sign.
Makes my heart drop. Where do I turn, when there is no right and there is nothing left?
I've learned that everyone should all live without pretending, and listen without defending. It's all we can do in such a discriminated society. I just wish we could all be friends. I regret nothing, and everything happens for a reason. I thank God everyday for everything that has happened to me in my life. Even the bad things, because I wouldn't be where I am now, if it weren't for those little mistakes I've made. Or words I've said. It probably hasn't been my wisest choice, but here it is. Sorry.

it's your choice.

"Everyday I regret how things ended with her. 

There is honestly not a day that passes that I wish I had not said the things I said to her. 

And I know he is not smart enough to feel that way right now, 

but with time maybe he will grow up enough to see what he did wrong."

And I don't want this to be taken in anyway that it isn't presented. I do not miss anyone but my Uncle Nathan who's life was taken so shortly.

And I love nobody in high school more than Shawn. 

I'm just trying to balance on a fine wire.

PLEASE, hear me out. I don't care if you're seeing this or not.

I'd rather you not, actually.

I love you Shawn Christopher.

d'males

 I love my school. Most of it, at least.

And tonight is going to be great!  

D'males are performing during halftime at my school.

And my Shawny is in it, I'm so excited to watch him dance. 

It's funny, cuz he's never really been big into dancing.

I guess we will see how great he is tonight! If I get video of it, I'll post it on here of course!

I'm really stoked. Guys dancing is so much better than girls dancing. HAHA! 

And my friend Jordan is borrowing my teeny tiny extra small booty shorts to wear. 

Oh goodness!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wNqfHJSgO4&feature=related 

here is the link to D'Males 2009. Horrible quiality, 

but just so you can get a taste of why I'm so excited.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8JezNGJ8kE&NR=1

and here is another link to I think 2008.

playing it cool.

"Maybe the truth is there's a little bit of loser in all of us you know, 

being happy isn't having everything in your life being perfect. 

Maybe its about stringing together all the little things, 

like wearing these pants, or getting to a new level of Dragon Slayer. 

Making those count more than the bad stuff. 

Maybe we just get through it. And that's all we can ask for." 

-Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants