Wednesday, May 25, 2011


There really is no cool in school. But then again there is.
I'm going to be graduating next year! What in the what?
Where is all this time going? Really, who's taking my time?
I neeeeed it! I want it all back! Goodness I'm gonna throw a fit.
I think someone has cut down the amount of days in a year and forgot to tell us about it.
Isn't it crazy how you can look at a picture, and you are there?
You are captured, through light, on a permanent piece of paper.
How does that happen? Reflection is one thing I still don't understand.
I looked at a picture a few days ago of me and my fifth grade teacher sitting on a couch,
it was her birthday, and we all got her random items.
I remember just BARELY sitting on that couch, really. Fighting with josh because I wanted to sit next to Riley.
I remember it like YESTERDAY.
Now, I'm a freaking senior.
Sounds like sayonara.
Definition of sayonara: good-bye.
K so it doesn't really sound exactly like it, but I don't like goodbyes :(

Wanna know something on the good side though?
Freakin' ya.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

you smile, I smile.

There's not a day that passes that I don't think about you, and how perfect our worlds are together.
We ended up this way because of all our hard-work and never ending friendship.
We always work together on anything that goes wrong, and get through it hand in hand.
I have unconditional love for you, and there's never ever a day that I don't try to give you less than that.
There are so many reasons why I love you, you are my own personal angel.
You're in my life for a reason, and I'm willing and able to let you help me and guide me in any way possible.
We may not always agree on everything, but when you smile, I smile. And that's all the reassurance I need that we can get by anything.
I am the luckiest.
I love you more than I could ever begin to say, or express. So I try to express reasons why I love you instead.
You are such an amazing example to everyone around you, and your never ending friendship gives everyone a motive to be better. Especially me.
Even when some people don't deserve your friendship ;) you give it to them anyway. Whether I like it or not!
You have the sweetest smile that gets me weak at the knees, especially when I'm the reason behind it.
I love how we don't always have to be loving on each other to know that we love each other.
We are different, and I wouldn't change it for the world.
We've had our fights, and our mistakes, but the worst thing a person could do is use someones past as a weapon. You should never judge anyone by their past, because they obviously don't live there anymore.
And we're both great with that. We've picked up baggage from past relationships and helped one another move on, or throw it out. I love you for that.
Even when we weren't together, we still were mentally.
Even if we aren't together, we always will be in our hearts.
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I am so glad you are growing up to be such a wonderful handsome son of God.
You're graduating and moving on to the real world, you'll be serving the Lord soon before you know it.
And when you come back, you can teach me all about it. Now it's up to me what I want to believe, but I know you'll help me. And I'll help you with whatever you need.
We're growing up so fast, and I am completely amazed that I've only known you for three years.
It seems like a lifetime.
Maybe we were good friends in a previous life, because I can read you better than you can!
Maybe I was you in a previous life O_o
Shawn, Congrats with your graduation.
You'll go off and achieve wonders and dreams.
You have no idea how fast you make my heart beat, knowing you're mine through thick and thin.
I hope we stay this way forever, and I'm sorry for the pain I've caused.
I know you're sorry too.
I love you, don't forget that okay?
Love love love love you.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

color scale.

This just proves why girls see so much more in life, and why we're so 'confusing'.
Because boys are dumb, and girls have a huge wide range perspective. :D

shawn chose.

it was fun.